That's not how this works. That's not how any of this works!

I actually remember thinking at one point ‘What is wrong with me?!’ and why can’t I get my shit together? Mostly everyone else appears to be keeping their shit together, and ‘I’ am not. My shit is falling apart, it seems. No matter how hard I try...I have been faking it...for my whole life, really. For as long as I can remember, that I've been remembering about things, I've been trying to observe what going on around me and trying to learn how all this shit works?! And I mean Be-ing a Human. How do you live or have the life you can feel you want to have or feels possible to have, yet feels like, it stays just out of reach? How do you keep trying in every different way possible and still, end up in the same shit, different day? How do I create more time for myself, without feeling guilty? Why do I feel so guilty? Have you ever wished you could figure out how to shift your life, from the way it’s become, to the way it feels it could be? But no matter what you attempt to do, to create truly satisfying, lasting change in your life, you end up eventually right back where you started. Maybe you’ve tried so many things, so many times, that you just feel stuck, and you wish it could all stop just for a moment, so you could catch your breath because there's always the next thing happening to you. Maybe you’ve even found yourself giving up hope that you’re ever gonna figure it out, and you’ve just decided to settle for the sweet spot of tolerance you’ve created to be able to accept, that is just the way it is, because you just don't know if you have it in you to do it again, and again and again...What if you could just shift yourself, from the way you’ve become, to the way you feel you could be? What if the true power to create truly satisfying, lasting change in your life, happens When you stop and catch your breath? What if life is meant to flow from you with ease through you, in abundance like one gift after another happening for you? What if it always has been, and always will be, and when we shift, and come into alignment and find our balance with it, it will feel bountiful like it could be, limitless like it should be, and fun like it’s meant to be.